Monday, July 27, 2009

I think i'm going to name him like his father.




Lynet + Erick = this sooo adorable baby.

according to morphthing.

when i first saw this "morphed baby" of ours, i felt instant joy. ;)
parang nararamdamn ko na din ang pakiramdam ng ina. [you are so cornicles, lynet]
it's like i can't explain the feeling.
then i showed him "our baby".
and he exclaimed "lahat naman ng features ng batang to, nakuha sa akin.."
haha.
but deep inside, kinikilig naman ako.

then one day, i texted him some of my jealousy rants

Lynet: i'm just scared baka isang araw ahasin ka na lang bigla..
Erick: No, it won't happen. i want to have a son.

*SWOON*

Confessions of a skeptical girlfriend.

Give-all. Give-in. Give-up.

Negative. Yes, I am. There's always a bubble thought popping in my head with a large question mark embedded on it. Am I sure of this relationship. Nearly. Yes? Actually, NO. I'm middle-struck.

I hate the fact that girls keep on gushing at him when he passes by. I hate the fact that he's looking just fine. Effortless.

dot dot dot.

[I'm having a writer's block. can't type further.]

I'm so effing emotional.

Saturday, July 11, 2009

The Perfect Match

He is perfect. The succulent, strawberry-like lips. The immense height that every average guy envy. The enthralling eyes that you want to stare at every second and can make you feel cloud nine. And the virile and superhuman arms and abs that you would like to clinch when you're feeling cold.

It's like a guy who came out straight from the fictional, make-believe, romantic novel.

But that man. That perfect gentleman. Is my guy. My boyfriend.

And me. Being the Plain-Jane. The "she-perfectly-blends-with-a-wallpaper" kind of girl. The simple slash bookish nerd.

Who the hell would have thought that this guy, so damn perfect, would end up with an unadorned girl like me?

It's been two years and counting that I am with this guy. So many had conclude that we may not be able to sustain our relationship for a long term. Some conclude that maybe later, we might break up. So many kontrabidas. And so many what-if's.

I came to the point that maybe they were right. That he is too-good-to-be-true. I even argued with my mind that he may not the right guy I've been looking for and that he belongs with someone like him. Beautiful and impeccable.

But my heart tells me to hold on. To clear my mind of the things that can make me feel inferior. And it's not about looks. And he's more than guise. More than a good-looking face.
If he's a guy that would favor ladies who has a goddess face rather than a girl with a compassionate heart, well, maybe he would not choose me.

And I'm deeply pleased that he sees me as beautiful and perfect beyond my imperfect and meek exterior.

And that would make me the prettiest girl (well, in his own ;] )


~reblogged from my multiply site.. ;)

3 years

are we growing?

hell. i miss you.

Thursday, July 9, 2009

marami ang nagsabi.


pero di ako naniniwala.
kamukha ko ba talaga si paw diaz?

or joke lang nila.
hmm.

B I T S

Random things that happened to me this week.

1. Faculty forum - about nbc's and seminars and the like. teacher's stuff.
2. Teach.Teach.Teach and honestly, I'm loving it. The fact that you are contributing something essential to someone's mind. it's priceless.
3. Tampo-Bati. We're like kids. and damn, i misss him so badly.
4. High-Blood. Some students were so hard-headed. and narrow-minded. reminds me of me when i was a student. wooh. karma.
5. a bad bad cold. I hate the rain. really.
6. LSS: straight jacket feeling-All American Rejects.
7. checked quizzes. and I'm proud, they almost got perfect. :D it means, i'm effective.
8. some people i know commented that i looked like PAW DIAZ. is that true?
i'm wondering..

Erickisms

I'm strong when it comes to trials.
family problems.
peer pressures.
stress.
and the like.


but when it comes to love.
to him.
ay shet.

He is my greatest weakness.

why oh why.

Saturday, July 4, 2009