not good enough entry

I was envious of my old self, because I can articulate my feelings in a way that my new self can understand. Yeah I know, this post is kinda blurry.
I just want to type words in my keyboard.. To eliminate the pity feelings I have with myself. Honestly, my confidence is crumbling down.
"One-of-those-days". Yeah it is. But this is different. Hating the fact that I'm letting myself grow unto this kind of thinking that I'm not good enough. Mainly, because, I'm not happy enough with my career life right now. One of my mentors said, "spread your wings, lynnette".. It can be an inspiration, but I'm too scared to fall.