MAY ANGELS LEAD YOU IN...

not good enough entry

2011-01-14T06:43:00.000-08:00

I was envious of my old self, because I can articulate my feelings in a way that my new self can understand. Yeah I know, this post is kinda blurry.
I just want to type words in my keyboard.. To eliminate the pity feelings I have with myself. Honestly, my confidence is crumbling down.
"One-of-those-days". Yeah it is. But this is different. Hating the fact that I'm letting myself grow unto this kind of thinking that I'm not good enough. Mainly, because, I'm not happy enough with my career life right now. One of my mentors said, "spread your wings, lynnette".. It can be an inspiration, but I'm too scared to fall.

My life in dashes. :)

2010-09-05T03:04:00.000-07:00

oh, it's "ber" month already. I already smell sweet cold holiday air and sumptuous food to satisfy my famish.
anyway, i haven't updated my blog for ages. (busy or just lazy?). I've been hypnotized by tumblr. I envy those people who can write their thoughts effortlessly while I'm stuck with the blinking cursor. winking at me, endlessly.
moreover, i just had my new camera. Canon Ixus. (Can't afford DSLR, yet)

and i took pictures like crazyyyy. :)
well, i admit, i am not that pro in taking pictures.

but I'm extremely good in capturing memories. in my heart.
(now, that's cheezy.)

Somewhere over the teacher's table

2010-07-28T01:28:00.000-07:00

As a kid, I dreamt of being a journalist, to scribble my thoughts and to take the pleasure out of writing. My soul needs pen and paper to conquer the world. But it didn’t materialize. Sooner, when I was a sophomore, Fictitiously, I imagined myself being a NUN. Oh yes. Believe it. I was heartbroken. And the only resort I have is convent and rosaries. Nonetheless, you have to serve God wholeheartedly. Not just because you're being dumped by a useless guy.

Come over, College. I took up I.T(Information Technology). Fascinated with the wonders of bits and processors. I survived. But something's missing. I don't know. I just feel empty.

After 3 jobs I don't really like. Data Operator. Supervisor. Web Article Editor.

I end up being a TEACHER.
Of all the jobs that I ever imagined. Teaching isn't included.
But life is pretty weird sitcom. (Which I don't find it funny at all.) I accepted the fact that I am now an EDUCATOR.

Oh gosh. It gives me shiver.

Teaching? Like a roller-coaster. I have this ups and downs. It's a love-hate relationship. You have to be selfless in this kind of job. Amidst of colds, coughs and laziness, you have to think of your student's welfare. You are working 24/7. You need to see their progress. And not just like a 8-5 session teacher.

You're the shock absorber.
You're the confidante.
You're the crying shoulder.
You're the surrogate parent.

It's the most unrecognized job. Underrated. Unappreciated.
But with these responsibilities. Those hard work.

It's Priceless.

There's no Einstein nor Plato nor Confucius without a Teacher.
top that!

Day 2- Letter for your Crush

2010-06-25T06:31:00.000-07:00

Dear Crush,

Nako. dapat hindi na crush kasi boyfriend na kita. haha :)) pero dahil ikaw pa rin ang crush ko kahit "tayo" na.. Lagi mo kasi akong pinapakilig at pinapasaya na parang first time lang kitang nakita at makasama. at kahit na 60 years old na tayo, You will always be my BIGGEST CRUSH! :D

love,
your forever admirer

Day 1 - Letter for your Bestfriend

2010-06-24T05:09:00.000-07:00

Dear Joyce Lyn,

You were always annoyed when i call you "bebe" and when i endlessly tickle your tummy. You always hate it. but you keep on laughing hard. :) Sometimes we fight a lot. over shallow reasons like food and take-turns on the computer table. but we do have marvelous memories particularly on books, sleeping on the same bed with your feet on my face, sight-seeing, bear hugs and infinite teases.

You are the best sister i never had. We have this 10-year age gap,I'm 23, you're 13. but you have a mind, more mature than a 20-year-old woman. You are unbelievably smart. We can talk about anything. and i always felt bad, when someone at your school, insecurely bullies you. but you are a fighter. You stand up for what's right. :)

I remember when you were 9, you told me that when you grow up, you want to be "me".. because you love the way i am. the simple "ate".. I was touched to the point that i can always relive that moment.

We're together for 12 years. the day you were born, and up to the day that you were busy fixing your things because you will now have a new slate with your parents in Laguna.. You know what, i cried for days. I dread the idea of not having a little sister at home. The one who amuses me with her witty ideas and quotable quotes. The one i am sharing my music and books with. The one who become my blood sister. Although we're just cousins, i know, we are connected. We are connected by love. Love of a sister.

This letter is supposed to be for a bestfriend, but after sorting the ideas and memories i had with my lovely friends, I'm strucked by the idea to chose you. Because you've been with me always. sharing the happiness and even the loneliest times with each other.

Jojoy, we may not see each other always. I can get to see you for only holidays, but remember, that i am missing you always.. and ate loves you so much.. You will always be my little baby. :) I LOVE YOU! :D

Someone

2010-06-24T05:01:00.000-07:00

I need a man who makes me think of countless reasons and ways to let him stay in my arms, because when he's right here beside me, it's as if everything's okay. That nothing else matters but ME and HIM.
I need somebody who makes me miss him so much that I would hurriedly buy his perfume and spray it on my fluffy pillows so when I go to bed at night, I can hug the pillow tight and wish that it was really him that I am hugging.

I need somebody who make my heart skip a beat, everytime he smiles at me. Who makes me feel secure and safe that I pour my heart on him, unburdening secrets that I've kept for a long time. And having him tell me that It's okay and that I can have a new slate, that I can leave everything behind in the past and contemplate on what lies ahead of us.

I need someone who makes me listen more to a mushy, oversentimental love songs on my iPod, Someone whom I pray for every night before I go to sleep and for even while I am sleeping, I still want to be with him.

Someone I can finally look straight in the eye, without the remorse and deceit, and tell him that I love him. And get this tinkling feeling inside that tells me it's factual.

And now. I have found my someone. I have found my all. And I've been wanting to say this for a long time and I think there's no better timing than now.. So here I am professing, asking you, my someone..

"Will you stay forever?"

:)

30 Letter in 30 Days :)

2010-06-23T06:24:00.000-07:00

Day 1 — Your Best Friend

Day 2 — Your Crush

Day 3 — Your parents

Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)

Day 5 — Your dreams

Day 6 — A stranger

Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend

Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet

Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to

Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you

Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from

Day 15 — The person you miss the most

Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country

Day 17 — Someone from your childhood

Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be

Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad

Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest

Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression

Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to

Day 23 — The last person you kissed

Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory

Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times

Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to

Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day

Day 28 — Someone that changed your life

Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to

Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

hey, i'm sick and i hate it.

2010-06-21T22:21:00.000-07:00

coarsed voice.
dry cough.
and some stupid headache.
i was bed-ridden for a day.

the day before the "flu attack":

One sunny day, I was enjoying my lecture for 8:00-9:00 a.m, appalled by the feedback of my students. they're quite good. They absorbed my "blah-blah-blah" lecture.. I thought, i'd be a superwoman for a day, but i was completely wrong. I am just a HUMAN. napapagod din. Then came my 3:00 - 4:00 p.m schedule. Fuck! I had a hard time breathing, and i just have to conceal it so that i can go on to my lecture.

after my 5:00 p.m class, It rained. I got wet. Voila!
FML!

hello, FLU!

~now, I'm in my room. trying to get rid off this sickness by writing. There's a lot of food here. but i think, I've lost my appetite. Damn!

Bakit kaya kung kelan ka nagkakasakit at hindi pwedeng kumain, saka naman inooferran ka ng masarap na pagkain?

but the good thing is:

i am able to rest. slacking for the nth level. (i miss vacation!).

and for tomorrow,

i will be on my 8-5 schedule again.
teaching.
and hopefully, i won't get sick. again.

dahil sabi ng clusivol.
Bawal Magkasakit.

tinopak si lynet part I

2010-05-21T05:22:00.000-07:00

oh crap. My spectacle's broken.. sa lahat ng oras na pwedeng masira ang aking pinakamamahal na eyeglasses eh sa mismong quiz pa. kamalas! anyway, it has been a long time nung nagpost ako ng matino. Wala naman nangyari sa aking matino..

Nagprocrastinate = Nagreview at gumawa ng project study before the deadline. very good!

Naging GLEEK = oo na. crush ko na si finn.. at hindi ko feel si quinn. at sana maging special guest ako dun. NAPAKALAKING ASA!

FY! FACEBOOK = nakakasira ka ng buhay! haha..

Meron din maganda. nagphotoshoot ako kasama pinsan ko. :) yizz. HAHAHAHA!

I AM A NERD.. I totally admit that. but exchanging my sweat shirts, glasses and chucks for a flirtatious make-up and cute girly dresses.. It's kinda ODD.. because, it is not me! It's not my personality. but somehow, i enjoyed it. that once in my geeky life, naranasan kong magphotoshoot. :) but it doesn't mean na model ako. THAT WILL NEVER EVER HAPPEN..

because the REAL ME is far better. and let's leave it that way. :)

I feel bad. :(

2010-05-19T20:45:00.000-07:00

dysmenorrhea, PMS, birth pains, mood swings. Girls do suffer physical pain. a lot. Guys? they are living a good life. no pains. no mood swings. unfair. So, guys out there, take care of your girl. pamper her. love her with all your heart. and don't ever hurt us, okay?

new lynet 1.0

2010-04-27T20:26:00.000-07:00

They bullied me.
Judged me.
Told me that i'm ugly.
i am a useless crap.

BACK THEN.

but now.
i am full of life.
wiser.
some people think i am beautiful inside and out.

and HAPPY.

so, why should i waste my time with their empty judgment?

Bits 4.0

2010-04-13T06:46:00.000-07:00

:) blogsphere. I am here again.Alive and Kickin'.Trying to revive my writing muse.and now, i have to vow. that i'll not skip blogging. [even mundane things. it is still considered as blogging.]

so what really happened this past few months.
I'll start with..

JANUARY: Okay. same same. I bought some 2010 planner. Just to organize my schedule and my life. ayun, may pasulat-sulat pa ako ng mga new year's resolution, which obviously, didn't materialize.. Slacker, indeed. I don't know if i will consider 2010 as my lucky year, wala pang halfway. and it's a mix of different emotions eh. Sometimes, i do feel that I am fulfilled, and the next day, I feel crap. Am i getting pointless?

FEBRUARY: parang dumaan lang yung month na to. haha :) i can't elucidate further.

MARCH: It is a crucial month. Graduation nila..Exam month. I feel so stressed with this month. haha. Lahat naman siguro.

but, you know what, i really have the feeling that i may quit this job. personal reasons? no.. ako naman kasi yung taong laging may middle-life dilemma. haha. it's ironic, i'm not even at the middle-age. Fickle-minded? pwede. Di ko mahanap yung talagang passion eh. parang may kulang.

APRIL: isa na namang crucial month. but a happy one.
because i get to spend my time with Erick. which is a good thing for both of us. I really appreciate his efforts to make me laugh amidst the crazy, roller-coaster ride in my career. I think it's a love month.. :)

APRIL 13, 2010: HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JED!

and here's a message for my best guy friend:

DEAR JED,
You are now DOMINATINGGGG!! :) I'm the one thankful for your birthday. because i have you as my bestfriend. I have you as one of my precious gifts. so, ROCK THE WORLD..like you do in DotA..

LOVE,
Your cutest friend! [ahem]
Lynet. :)

2010-03-26T06:23:00.000-07:00

Life, is much like a book.. and you must read me. AGAIN..

~sometimes, people just don't get it. i am different. but that's not an excuse for you to hurt me..

dilemma

2009-11-06T02:45:00.000-08:00

So, marami akong nababasang comments ng mga estudyante tungkol sa hirap ng subject, hassle ang schedule at mabigat ang mga units.

okay.take note.

Teachers have dilemmas too..

ayaw din namin ng tight schedule at mahirap din magturo.

teaching is twice learning.

pressured din kami.
napapagod din kami.
may peer pressure.
at kung anu-ano pa.

parang college din sa faculty.
may geek.
may nerd.
may cheerleader.
may dancer.
may singer.
at may teacher's pet.

iba't ibang label.

kaya ikaw, kung sino ka man na nagbababasa,
habang estudyante ka pa, enjoy schooling.
value your education.
maswerte ka.

kasi kapag nagtratrabaho ka na,
lalamunin ka ng sistema.

yun lang.

My Happiness is Just Simple :)

2009-10-31T06:17:00.000-07:00

BOOKS: So, i have this big love for books. I just can't imagine life without putting something essential in my mind. I think books were the greatest bestfriend. They are with me when the whole world are just being cynical.

TRINKETS: This was given by a good friend, Clarissa. :) Actually, I prefer having this cutesy stuffs, than make-ups. I am a kid. I don't care if i don't look good or something. I just want to be happy. and this is making me happy. babaw noh?

TOY CAPSULE: Ahahah :)) I'm so childish. I love everything that's cute..and I am 21 for crying out loud.

ANGEL & STITCH: A cellphone chain given by my boyfriend during his trip in hongkong. di ko pa nagagamit till now. wala lang. :)

MUSIC: Can't pass a day without a feel-good tune. I have a 4000 songs in my itunes playlist. hahaha :) I am being LSS'ed.. Weekly.. :)

I LOVE THIS. SRSLY. :)

2009-10-29T19:59:00.000-07:00

Kewl.

2009-10-22T06:59:00.000-07:00

DNS Zone Transfer- be false to any man.

To do this:
1. Go to Wikipedia. Hit “random”
or click http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Special:Random
- The first random wikipedia article you get is the name of your band.

2. Go to "Random Quotations"
or click http://www.quotationspage.com/random.php3
- The last four or five words of the very last quote of the page is the title of your first album.

3. Go to Flickr and click on “explore the last seven days”
or click http://www.flickr.com/explore/interesting/7days
- Third picture, no matter what it is, will be your album cover.

4. Use photoshop or similar to put it all together.

credits: walkinginspace pt2 for the pic.

My Life in Pieces

2009-10-22T03:28:00.000-07:00

~Been busy this past few weeks. with the exams and the reports and projects. I don't hate the fact that i submerged myself to work. I'm really just doing fine. I love doing my job but i still look up to life. stop at a moment and rest. I want to live life and not pass through it..

~Arrogant people sucks. yeah. they suck very BIG TIME. "Bragging they got this, got that and blah blah." What the hell?!! Like i care.

~I don't drink SODA anymore. Big Achievement. I deserve a medal. haha. I want to have a health lifestyle and to start with, I'm slacking off my soda addiction. :) it's gone. Next challenge: eat vegetables. Kaya ba? :)..

What Happened?

2009-10-12T05:55:00.000-07:00

1. Procrastinating to the nth level. i hate myself for being lazy. and i blame the internet. i can't tear myself to it.

2. Few days to go. Finals. Sem Break. Another Sem. Good Luck.

3. Absence makes the heart grow fonder. really.
I miss him. but i enjoy being alone. enjoying my me-time. but happier if he's with me. mushy.

4. I have this different perspective in things. i just can't understand why people can't see the same way? or it's just me?

5. Already afraid of the apocalypse. and death. all i have to do is PRAY. it works.

Lynnette Hates Typhoon Pepeng..

2009-10-08T04:52:00.000-07:00

and so the others.

It's been a week since this culprit takes a landfall here in Northern Luzon.
ruinin' everything.

I haven't lectured for two days.
I have braved the strong winds and muds.
and people. poor people losing their homes.

it makes me sad.
gloomy.dejected.
but i don't have someone to blame. even the typhoon, i can't blame..

because i know.
it's a man-made calamity.

because of economical ambitions,
Mother Earth is getting even.

What we sow is what we reap.

but there's Hope.

A Hope lives within us.
that someday, somehow...

We'll make the world a better place to live in.

i hope it isn't too late..

Let's pray for the better Philippines.

In Love, there's no perfection :)

2009-09-19T06:53:00.000-07:00

Emotional Pourdown

2009-09-19T06:48:00.000-07:00

Thoughts. Thoughts.

2009-09-18T06:59:00.000-07:00

I've been suffering the "lots-of-thoughts-in-mind-but-can't-spill-it-out" syndrome. Yeah. Really. I am.

There are many ideas and random wanderings in my train of thoughts, but whenever I'm ready to spatter them on my own canvass, it suddenly dematerialize. Don't know why. Maybe I would just share them and split it into phrases. Okay. I'll begin.

1. A student opened my mind on something essential than romance. It's staying in-love despite of difficulties and challenges. :) Thank you, Myla Mercado for your advices :)

2. Some people use facebook, just to "facebrag".. Digs? :)) and it's pretty annoying..

3. I'm having these three-month-tiredness syndrome. I want to get serious in life. So, i must kill this disorder.

4. Procrastinator. I just procrastinate. i know it's bad. but it's an escape. dang!

5. I just want to be with him, right now.

i miss patrick star :)

2009-09-18T06:44:00.000-07:00

:)

2009-09-05T07:10:00.000-07:00

Hardest Profession You'll Ever Love.. :)

2009-08-21T06:27:00.000-07:00

sorry for the uber emotional posts.
it's just love is making me crazy.
crazier than sisa, i think.
so back to regular programming..

Ma'am Lynnette
the name that i live by.

~being a college instructor is hard, meandering job in the world.
but like mcdo, i'm loving it.

with countless reasons, of course.

1. I am fulfilled because I'm living with a purpose. that is to share a part of me and my wisdom to my beloved students. actually, it's not that tiring. At the end of the day, you will realize, you have done your part.. and you are reaping the sweet fruit of all that labor.

2. It's my sanity. with all this drama-stuff i had with my boyfriend, nabaliw na ako.
but in the long run, I'm back to the reality. Dun na lang ako sa mga taong kailangan ako...

3. Some may underestimate this job, but hell yeah, it's awesome.

4. There's one student who wrote a note for the evaluation that says
"Ma'am Lynet? Whenever she's around, we feel like in a V.I.P room, taken care by an angel..."

and that is priceless.. :)

5. i so looovee the bonding i have with mama jen and my kuyas.. real friends, indeed :)

6. finally, it heightens my alcohol tolerance.

achievement. :D

na naman.

2009-08-20T19:52:00.000-07:00

sometimes, i just can't understand relationships.
it's stable for a while and back to chaos the next day.
very vicious cycle.
wayyyy too complicated..

it has no decencies.
bullshit.

Three years & one month.

2009-08-15T07:22:00.001-07:00

in his eyes, I'll always be the most beautiful girl.

I'm not so confident with myself.
but he's proud of me.

...

thank you, erick.
for appreciating the kind interior in me.

i love you.

Some lines from my "whatever notebook".. ;)

2009-08-15T07:01:00.000-07:00

~it's a small crack but cracks can make caves collapse.

~Life is an adventure.
so what's next?

~sometimes, kismet happens.

~Love is weird.
let's get weird.

~...

[i just have this little notebook around me anytime, so if i have to spill my thoughts, I'm always paper-ready.)

more thoughts to come.. ;)

wish have this creative juice anytime. ^^

Yellow is the new color of LOVE..

2009-08-02T22:54:00.000-07:00

I am deeply saddened by the news that our former beloved president, Cory Aquino has succumbed by her colon cancer. As the Inquirer said in large yellow print, "We had lost a gift.".

I may not born the day she brought back the democracy, but i know that because of her, we have restored the peace in our country. yes, indeed, she is a personal loss to me and to millions of Filipinos who mourned.

Maybe, the politicians must think like "Cory". A humble servant.
she's the one who opens our heart to a fact that
"Filipinos are worth living for.."

Thank You, President Cory.
You are the best president the country ever had.

I think i'm going to name him like his father.

2009-07-27T05:52:00.001-07:00

Lynet + Erick = this sooo adorable baby.

according to morphthing.

when i first saw this "morphed baby" of ours, i felt instant joy. ;)
parang nararamdamn ko na din ang pakiramdam ng ina. [you are so cornicles, lynet]
it's like i can't explain the feeling.
then i showed him "our baby".
and he exclaimed "lahat naman ng features ng batang to, nakuha sa akin.."
haha.
but deep inside, kinikilig naman ako.

then one day, i texted him some of my jealousy rants

Lynet: i'm just scared baka isang araw ahasin ka na lang bigla..
Erick: No, it won't happen. i want to have a son.

*SWOON*

Confessions of a skeptical girlfriend.

2009-07-27T05:49:00.000-07:00

Give-all. Give-in. Give-up.

Negative. Yes, I am. There's always a bubble thought popping in my head with a large question mark embedded on it. Am I sure of this relationship. Nearly. Yes? Actually, NO. I'm middle-struck.

I hate the fact that girls keep on gushing at him when he passes by. I hate the fact that he's looking just fine. Effortless.

dot dot dot.

[I'm having a writer's block. can't type further.]

I'm so effing emotional.

The Perfect Match

2009-07-11T07:03:00.001-07:00

He is perfect. The succulent, strawberry-like lips. The immense height that every average guy envy. The enthralling eyes that you want to stare at every second and can make you feel cloud nine. And the virile and superhuman arms and abs that you would like to clinch when you're feeling cold.

It's like a guy who came out straight from the fictional, make-believe, romantic novel.

But that man. That perfect gentleman. Is my guy. My boyfriend.

And me. Being the Plain-Jane. The "she-perfectly-blends-with-a-wallpaper" kind of girl. The simple slash bookish nerd.

Who the hell would have thought that this guy, so damn perfect, would end up with an unadorned girl like me?

It's been two years and counting that I am with this guy. So many had conclude that we may not be able to sustain our relationship for a long term. Some conclude that maybe later, we might break up. So many kontrabidas. And so many what-if's.

I came to the point that maybe they were right. That he is too-good-to-be-true. I even argued with my mind that he may not the right guy I've been looking for and that he belongs with someone like him. Beautiful and impeccable.

But my heart tells me to hold on. To clear my mind of the things that can make me feel inferior. And it's not about looks. And he's more than guise. More than a good-looking face.
If he's a guy that would favor ladies who has a goddess face rather than a girl with a compassionate heart, well, maybe he would not choose me.

And I'm deeply pleased that he sees me as beautiful and perfect beyond my imperfect and meek exterior.

And that would make me the prettiest girl (well, in his own ;] )

~reblogged from my multiply site.. ;)

3 years

2009-07-11T06:53:00.000-07:00

are we growing?

hell. i miss you.

marami ang nagsabi.

2009-07-09T07:10:00.000-07:00

pero di ako naniniwala.
kamukha ko ba talaga si paw diaz?

or joke lang nila.
hmm.

B I T S

2009-07-09T06:24:00.000-07:00

Random things that happened to me this week.

1. Faculty forum - about nbc's and seminars and the like. teacher's stuff.
2. Teach.Teach.Teach and honestly, I'm loving it. The fact that you are contributing something essential to someone's mind. it's priceless.
3. Tampo-Bati. We're like kids. and damn, i misss him so badly.
4. High-Blood. Some students were so hard-headed. and narrow-minded. reminds me of me when i was a student. wooh. karma.
5. a bad bad cold. I hate the rain. really.
6. LSS: straight jacket feeling-All American Rejects.
7. checked quizzes. and I'm proud, they almost got perfect. :D it means, i'm effective.
8. some people i know commented that i looked like PAW DIAZ. is that true?
i'm wondering..

Erickisms

2009-07-09T06:18:00.000-07:00

I'm strong when it comes to trials.
family problems.
peer pressures.
stress.
and the like.

but when it comes to love.
to him.
ay shet.

He is my greatest weakness.

why oh why.

Unexpected Kisses

2009-07-04T07:15:00.000-07:00

and i love it..

He still ended up with that bitch.

2009-06-29T07:29:00.001-07:00

oh, bakit archie.. huhu..

solid betty-archie ako.

'cuz i see myself in betty. very martyr.and unappreciated

Weekend Life :D

2009-06-29T07:19:00.000-07:00

i miss the bum days :D

Snickers Pie

2009-06-29T07:09:00.000-07:00

I WANT ONE (or maybe a few of it..)! RAYTNAWWW, BABE! :D

munchmunchmunch. my stomach's grumbling.

nom nom nom

2009-06-28T05:52:00.000-07:00

cute cute :D

from domonomnom

sana hindi maging ganito..

2009-06-28T05:42:00.000-07:00

Popoy: eh ano nga kasing problema?
Basha: Gusto mo ba talaga malaman? Ako. Ako yung problema. Kasi nasasaktan ako kahit hindi naman ako dapat nasasaktan. Sana kaya ko lang tiisin yung sakit na nararamdaman ko. Kasi ako yung humiling nito diba? Ako yung may gusto… Sana kaya ko lang sabihin sayo na masaya ako para sayo… para sa inyo. Sana kaya ko… Sana kaya ko… Pero hindi e. Sama sama kong tao… Kasi ang totoo umaasa pa rin akong sabihin mo… Sana ako pa rin… Ako na lang… Ako na lang ulit.
Popoy: Mahal ko si Trisha
Basha: Alam ko… alam ko.
Popoy: She loved me at my worst… you had me at my best. At binalewala mo lang lahat yun…
Basha: Popoy, yun ba talaga ang tingin mo? I just made a choice…
Popoy: And you chose to break my heart…

from the movie "one more chance"

~sana lang hindi ganito ang magiging kahihinatnan ng lahat.
ampness.
emoness.

shet.shet.shet.

in-love

2009-06-27T08:07:00.000-07:00

I'm still in love with this man. and i still got this sweet, bone-tickling, kilig feeling whenever i see his beautiful smile.

I LOVE YOU, ERICK :D

It's a different world at the teacher's table..

2009-06-22T06:02:00.000-07:00

tama ka nga, bob ong.

ang hirap maging teacher.
hawak mo ang magiging kaalaman ng estudyante mo.

masaklap nga lang.

ikaw na nga ang nagbibigay ng karunungan,
ikaw pa minsan ang sinusuway.

gubat ang kolehiyo.
lalo na kapag ikaw ang guro.

reblogging :D

2009-06-20T07:56:00.000-07:00

I'm reblogging my multiply posts here. :D

for the reason that i don't like the new layout of multiply. it sucks.

haha :D

I love you more than blank (from my multiply..)

2009-06-20T07:53:00.000-07:00

I love you more than a hefty serving of spaghetti.
I love you more than a feel-good Disney movie.
I love you more than pretty notebooks and a g-tech pen.
I love you more than unlimited internet surfing.
I love you more than cookies & cream cake.
I love you more than my stuffy blanket and spongebob pillow.
I love you more than your infinite funny pictures in my laptop.
I love you more than your cute antics.
I love you more than our movie marathon dates.
I love you more than goldilocks polvoron.
I love you more than my huge book collection.
I love you more than designing our future wedding storybook.
I love you more than any adam-sandler-flick.
i love you more than countless dominating screams at DOTA.
I love you more than my addiction with kid stuffs.
I love you more than Bunch of Lunch at Shakeys.
I love you more than the countless reasons why i love you. :D

Love Poems by Lynnette :D

2009-06-20T07:46:00.000-07:00

:) it really came from the heart.

under my skies,
you feel its blase,
the autumn's tune,
and winter perfume
they will shower you,
cover you in summer's
scorching sun.
for you, i confess my burning love..
under the stunning stars
under my radiance..
-sky love

Maybe you're a
sweet gentle song
that survives a lonely heart..
a sparkling crystal
that catches my eyes.
you've guided me
by the hands of time..
and you dance wtih me
with the melodies of life..
you keep me from believing
that angels is existing..
you are real
in the face of affectionate decision..
your name's a mystery
and your undefined complexity..
our paths shall surpass insanity.
you are the promise of froever,
bond by fate and love..
-unfold

i want to hold your hand
to my heart
and keep those little fires
close to me
for a lifetime..
i'm holding only one wish..
i dream and pray.
one night, you'll crawl
into my soul.
and we'll make the night glow.
like fireflies.
-glow

Running in the autums wild
embracing the sweet reality
chasing the solemnity of
your memories..
save me from this madness;
fly me to your apocalypse
take me where your heart is..
let me be your angels' wings
and let me be
your destiny..
-breathe

in my heart..
you dwelled..
till it leads to perfection..
you are my warrior
rises from chaos
and fear ran away
in my heart of sorrowing.
may the eternity of your
comfort
never cease...
so i can hear the subtle
songs of your sweetness..
-wisheart

sensei lynet :D

2009-06-15T06:39:00.000-07:00

Okay. so this is my first day of school. not as a weird and quiet student. but a mature and kagalang-galang instructor.(double wink wink. ;D)

A.M:
The students had their orientation and flag ceremony.
boring for some. and for me, i have to like it.
because, it's the other way around, now.

P.M:
Had my class in Literature of the Philippines.
I made them write their expectations on the respective subject
and aherm, me, of course.

i read all the expectations.
quite high.
but i can manage it. In God's guidance.

My Own Verdict:
Honestly, it was a fun "first day".
some of students reminds me of myself when i was still a meek learner.

but now,
as a teacher.
i have to touch their lives.
i have to affect theirs.
because somehow,
they are really affecting mine.

looking forward to more beautiful discussion days,
Lynnette ;)

senseless or what?

2009-06-13T08:28:00.000-07:00

do i still have to fight for you?

I'm not always been scared of heights, or be startled by intimidation, or worried about future.

I've been brave to fight the distance and cross the boundaries of being forlorn.

I'm not so petrified by the "crazy-insects-and-gross-stuffs" of phobia.

I can sleep without thinking of the monsters under my bed.

But one thing that can get me out of my wits, it's the reason I can't live without having a reason to live.

And that reason includes you. The memory. The scent & all of your core.

I'm not scared of being alone and go on with my life,

Thus,

I'm afraid that someday, somehow I can't live the same way I breathe with the essence of your existence.

Sunday, February 08, 2009

12:28 AM

sana matamaan ung isa diyan! :D

2009-06-12T07:24:00.000-07:00

“He misses you? Good. He should. You’re sexy, pretty, fun, outgoing and fun to be around. Guys that haven’t met you yet, miss you. But don’t get back together with him, because somewhere out there, there is a guy searching really hard for you. He’s the one who deserves someone as amazing as you, so wait for him. Give yourself to him and don’t go back to the asshole who didn’t realize what he had when you were with him.”

— He’s Just Not That Into You

Madness

2009-06-11T07:38:00.000-07:00

Who will see the beauty in your life
And who will be there to hear you when you call
Who will see the madness in your life.
And who will be there to catch you if you fall.

Captain! Captain!

2009-06-07T07:46:00.001-07:00

“I don’t want to survive, I want to live!”

idaan sa binary

2009-06-06T07:35:00.000-07:00

0110010001100001011010000110100101101100001000000111011101
100001011100110110000101100010011010010010111000101110
10000101101100011000010010000001101100011000010110111001
100111001000000111010001100001011011000110000101100111011
00001001000000110000101101011011011110110111001100111001000000110110101

Art of Loving

2009-06-02T00:56:00.000-07:00

Insecurity exists in the absence of knowledge.

2009-06-01T07:02:00.000-07:00

Dear Ms.Know-it-All,

Walang gamot sa Insecurity. at pwede ba, kilalanin mo muna ako.
at hindi kung anu-ano lumalabas sa bibig mo.

Obvious tuloy na apprehensive ka sa akin.

tsk tsk tsk.

love,
Lynet
(oh ba't may love lynnette pa, kasi LOVE YOUR ENEMIES..hihihi)

These people are so worthless it makes me want to puke blood. I would gladly open fire on them, but if given a choice I'd rather subject them to a slower form of death.Well, I have something better to do with my time. They are just insecure..-Matt Spinks

June 8, 2009.

2009-05-30T05:51:00.000-07:00

PASUKAN NA.

at hindi na ako ang estudyante.
hindi na rin ako ang tuturuan.
pero alam kong mas marami akong matutunan.

hindi ko alam kung anung klaseng gubat ang sasalubong sa akin sa otso.

ang alam ko lang dapat akong maghanda.

TEACHER LYNNETTE.
Sana makayanan mo.AJA!

Siya

2009-05-26T06:40:00.000-07:00

RODERICK CARIASO URPIANO.

Sa mga di nakakaalam, siya ang aking boyfriend,bestfriend,confidante,brother at part-time father(may ganoon??).

halos 3 years na rin kami, sa july 15 ang anniversary. :D at siya lang ang naging boyfriend ko ng sobrang tagal.
Unusual ang pagkakilala namin sa isa't isa. may boyfriend ako that time. at sure na ako sa ex kong yun. tapos bigla na lang siyang dumating. Nagkaroon tuloy ako ng second thoughts. at sa kalaunan, siya ang pinili ko. na hindi ko naman pinagsisihan. masaya ako ngayon. sa kanya.

Si Erick? MultiTasking yan. Mahilig sa basketball(sa court), mahilig sa Online Games, at sa Movies. Siya ang dahilan kung bakit nahilig na ako sa action-gore-patayan movies. at sa sinehan(hindi kasi ako mahilig manood sa sine dati). Siya ang nagturo sa aking kumain ng fishbols at kwek-kwek. at Siya rin ang nagturo ng tamang diskarte sa pagshoot ng bola sa ring(sa basketball court.:D). Siya rin ang dahilan kung bakit ako ngayon mahilig sa Love Songs. Dati puro hardcore lang pinapakinggan ko. Tinuruan din niya akong magDotA. at sa kung anu-ano pa mang laro. Siya ang nagturo sa akin kumain ng gulay. at ang kahalagahan ng FastFood. Siya ang dahilan kung bakit ako nakasulat ng dalawang notebook na punong-puno ng love poems para sa kanya. Siya rin ang rason kung bakit ako nag-aayos. kung bakit ako naging blooming. Siya ang nagpakita ng tunay na ganda ko, na dati hindi ko naman napapansin. Sa kanya ako umiyak ng sobra-sobra. Dahil sa kanya, natutunan ko ang word na "MISS" at kung paano eto nakakamatay. Dahil sa kanya, nagkaroon ako ng pagmamahal sa sarili ko. dahil naniniwala siya na "hindi lang dapat dalawang tao sa relasyon, dapat meron ikaw, siya at kayong dalawa". Dahil sa kanya, narenew ung faith ko. Dahil sa kanya, naapreciate ko ang ulan at payong. at ang gabi. Sa kanya ko natutunan ang Spontaneity. at little surprises. at unexpected kisses. Siya ang nagturo sa akin ng freedom. Hindi kasi siya istrikto. Naniniwala siya sa free-will. at dahil sa kanya, natutunan ko ang happiness.

hindi man siya ang pinakaperpektong lalake.
pero para sa akin, sapat na siya,

dahil siya ang nagbibigay ng saya sa buhay ko.

Eh sa walang masabi eh!

2009-05-26T05:44:00.000-07:00

"Alam kong sa tingin mo, masaya ako! Pero bakit kayo ganyan?! Sa
tuwing wala na kayong masabi, ako na lang ang ginagamit nyo! Pagod na pagod ako sa pagngiti!”
- Smiley

May Nagdadalaga

2009-05-26T03:16:00.000-07:00

Buti pa siya, nakamove-on na sa pagkabata, ako kaya?

Wiretapping is Legal

2009-05-23T06:35:00.000-07:00

$5,518,128. take note, dollars ha.
iwawiretap mo lang ang usapan ng FBI.
OMG. ganun kasimple.
kung ganito lang kasimpleng magkaroon ng limpak limpak na pera.
hindi ko na proproblemahin kung saan kukunin ang pantustos ko sa luho ko sa libro.

oh, MAFIA WARS.
kung totoo ka lang sana.

CS Instructor

2009-05-22T21:30:00.000-07:00

"Please be informed that the 1st ICS Faculty and Staff meeting will be on June 4, 8 A.M at the ICS Accreditation Room. For your Compliance."
Sender: Dr. Vasay
Sent: 09:55:44 P.M

Yahoo! Isa na akong ganap na Computer Science Instructor. Anu kaya pwedeng maging istilo sa pagtuturo. Ideas, anyone? bibigyan ko ng potchi burger ang magbibigay ng greatest idea. hehe.

Fail Talaga

2009-05-22T19:55:00.000-07:00

Kailangan na talagang ipatupad ang Reproductive Health Bill.
now na.as in now na.

Dr. Love Portion by Lynet :D

2009-05-22T18:40:00.000-07:00

[serious mode naman :D]

This topic came out from nowhere, naisip ko na lang, siguro for a fact na lagi kong nararamdaman. Ang pinakacliche sa lahat ng cliché. Ang pinakapaboritong topic ng lahat, at eto ang dahilan kung bakit ang matalino nagiging tanga, ang duwag nagiging matapang, ang malungkot nagiging masaya, ang luha nagiging ngiti. Clueless pa rin? Eh ano pa nga ba.. Clueless naman talaga minsan ang tao pagdating sa L-O-V-E which spells H-A-P-P-I-N-E-S-S para sa mga taong nasa cloud-9 ang pakiramdam at D-E-S-P-A-I-R naman sa mga taong pinagsakluban ng langit at lupa. Kaya iisahin ko ang problemang may kinalaman sa usaping puso at bibigyan nating ng "possible" solutions na optimistically magwowork sa mga taong tuliro at hindi na alam ang gagawin.

Love Problem 1:
"It's not you..I'ts me.."
Familiar? Because it's the safest line to say na "ayoko na sa'yo"..siguro tama rin ang linyang to na wala naman sa'yo ang problema kundi dahil nararamdaman lang nya na hindi na talaga siya masaya sayo. Actually, may nabasa nga ako eh, na ang LOVE eh nagiging LOVE pag dumating yung time na wala na yung kilig factor pero you still want to be with that person because of one word na kinakatakutan ng karamihan: COMMITMENT. Sa case ng mag-asawa, diba nagfafade din yung Kilig factor na naranasan nila nung teenagers pa sila. Yung chocolates, flowers and kung anu anu pang nakakapagbigay ng diabetes sa katawan. Pero they stay with each other not with the fact that they have children but because they are committed with each other. Kaya pag sinabi sayo na "it's not you, it's me", think of the positive side na lang na sinabi niya yun kasi kung hindi ka prinangka, you'll just have to live with a lie na kunwari ang sweet sweet niya pero pag nakatalikod ka na, mas matamis naman siya sa iba. Ouch, napakasakit nun dibah? Kapag sinabi sa'yo to, sabihin mo lang "It's a good thing you know. Alangan naman ako, na I did spent my time, effort and love. Hindi naman ako ung nawalan eh, Ikaw." then do the pamatay pivot and flip your hair. Bah, deadma. Alam ko masakit, pero ganun talaga, kailangan masaktan para matuto para next time na nagmahal ka na, you'd be careful about the decisions you make. =)

Love Problem 2: Jealousy
Nagiging suspicious kapag may dumating na text message sa cell phone nya, napatingin lang siya sa iba, nagnonose flare ka na like a dragon, maski hindi naman dapat pagselosan eh pinagseselosan na. Pumapasok ang paranoia sa utak at nagiging praning na sa lahat ng oras. Alam ko ang feeling kasi aminado ako selosa rin ako. Unconscious ang pagiging selosa, pero kapag nakakakita ako ng ganun, nagaaway sa kalye dahil lang sa tumingin yung lalake sa iba, at kulang na lang mag world war 3, nasabi ko tuloy sa sarili ko, pangit palang maging over-jealous. Unang una nakakasira ng poise at pangaalawa nagkakaroon ng distrust na pwedeng makasira ng isang relasyon. Ang dapat gawin ng isang selosa, magkaroon ng confidence. Have time for yourself. Magpaganda ka, Gawin mo yung gusto mo, Girl-bonding, etc etc. kasi if you'll spend your time with your guy all the time, 24/7 eh masasakal talaga yun. One reason kung bakit may jealousy dahil sa walang certainty. Sa sarili at sa taong mahal mo. In the first place, bakit ikaw ang napili niya kung hindi niya alam na you are loveable enough to love. From a pool of people, ikaw ang nagstand-out sa mga mata niya. Kaya be confident, girl! Kasi ikaw ang minahal niya at hindi yung mga taong pinagseselosan mo.

Love Problem 3: Contentment
Minsan talaga ang tao hindi kuntento. Gusto ng ideal guy na pagsisilbihan,paglalaba, pagluluto , ipaglilinis, ihahatid siya at etc etc. Maghanap ka na lang kaya ng katulong na pwede mong utusan? Hehe. At meron naman ng iba, ang gusto eh bilhan siya nang kung anu ano, magopen ka na lang kaya ng bank account mo para mabilhan mo sarili mo ng gusto mo gamit ang sarili mong pera. Minsan kasi lampas heaven yung expectation natin sa taong mahal natin.What makes a person is his imperfections. Kasi kung perfect ang mahal mo, eh malamang mataas ang standard nun at siguro hindi na ikaw yung pipiliin niya. Ako, dati, ang dami dami kong gustong qualifications, dapat mabait, gwapo, bibigyan ako ng roses araw-araw, ihahatid ako, idadala ako sa mahahaling kainan pero naisip ko, masyadong wala nang thrill. Sabi nila Big things comes from small packages. Mas maganda yung napapangiti ka sa mga corny jokes, kumakain ng fishbols pero masaya naman kayo, mga ganung spontaneous na bagay, kasi hindi naman mapapantayan ng material things ang happiness na pwede mong maramdaman dahil sa mga simple gestures na hindi man ganun kaengrande pero it'll give you a lasting memory.

Hay, LOVE, a four complicated letter, well, figuratively..

Alam ko marami pang problema ang maiaassociate sa love. Pero ang best advice of all, LOVE YOURSELF first.. =)
Kasi kung nasaktan ka, walang ibang matitira sa'yo kundi yang sarili mo..pero habang kaya mo magmahal ka ng buo at totoo.
Hayyyy, napakaoxymoron ng love..

Someone may come to swim in your ocean, but remember, it's your water...

Love Yourself.

Over.

2009-05-21T23:52:00.000-07:00

May topak na ata ang minamahal kong laptop. Naggame marathon kasi ako ng may kakwenta-kwentang cooking academy. Sinimulan ko na 8.30 ng umaga, tapos nakaunlock ako ng 6 world cuisine. natapos ng alas tres(kasama na ang pagligo at ang lunch ko dun, hindi naman ako ganun kaparaning maglaro.) tinigil ko lang nung nth time ng nagshshutdown ang laptop ko.(sayang nasa thai cuisine na ako) pero gaya nang inaasahan, hanggang laro na lang siguro ang pagiging chef in the making ko. tsk tsk tsk. kawawa naman ang mapapangasawa ko.

kung sa "paggawa ng wala" din lang ang paguusapan, naku expert ako diyan. hehe.
at ang mga kapraningan ko tuwing wala akong magawa eh;

1. Magkutkot ng makakain sa ref hanggang wala ng laman at papagalitan na ako ng lola ko.
2. Magbrowse ng kung anu-ano. Thank God for the Internet at kay Leonard Kleinrock, ang unang nakaisip nang konsepto ng Internet. at yan ay galing din sa Google. Pauso lang ulit.
3. Mag-isip ng gagawing journal kuno. para kunwari may substance lagi ang ulo ko. kunwari lang.
4. Makinig ng kanta.hanggang matapos ang 2615 songs sa itunes ng isang upuan lang.
5. MagGM(group message) sa mga kaibigan at bumuo ng "Anti-Hayden Kho Manyak Movement" at ipropose na bitayin siya at putulan ng __________.. (censored)
6. Iupdate lahat ng Scattered Accounts sa internet. mapaFriendster, FaceBook o Multiply man.
7. Mag-isip. hanggang sumabog ang ulo. at ilagay sa blog ang mga kalat.

Whatever.
Pauso.

Tag-Ulan Playlist

2009-05-21T06:12:00.000-07:00

anu ang maganda sa tag-ulan?
tatlong bagay.
1.humilata sa kama
2.matulog
3.magsoundtrip

:D
speaking of soundtrip.
siyempre di mawawala ang playlist. para sa dalawang rason.
1.pampatulog.
2.pampaalala ng utang.

HAHAHA.

meron din akong listahan para sa rainy-day-playlist.
tested and proven. na nakakarelax. :D at nakakapagpapaalala ng memories.
oh lovely memories.

Banana Pancakes-Jack Johnson
Better Together-Jack Johnson
lahat ng kanta ni jack johnson :D
Wouldn't it Be Nice-Beach Boys
Miss You Love-SilverChair
Come On get Higher-Matt Nathanson
Love-Matt White
Kumot at Unan-APO Hiking Society
Just Like Heaven-Katie Melua
Kiss the Rain-Billy Myers
Antukin-Rico Blanco
In my Place-ColdPlay
FireWater-Yellowcard
Angels-Within Temptations
Against the Wall-Natalie Imbruglia

:) yan. ang saya-saya ng tag-ulan.

opowh

2009-05-21T02:22:00.000-07:00

Bakit ba ang hilig hilig ng mga teenagers ngayon sa monosyllabic text messaging?
hindi ba nila alam na nakakairita yun?(pananaw ko lang.)

Ako: Hello, andito na yung prize mo sa office, kunin mo na lang.
Siya: Owh CgeH PowH, PupuntAh nah Lang Powh Akowh JaN!
Ako: Okay!

Pero deep inside. pakshet.
HAHAHAHAHAHAH.

hindi ko tuloy lubos maisip kung ganun ka magsalita sa verbal way.
malamang lahat ng tao ubos na ang hangin kakasambit ng H at W sa huli.
yung tipong ubos na ang oxygen sa katawan mo at hahandusay ka na lang diyan sa tabi.

isipin mo ha. ang simple lang naman ng "po at opo", bakit kailangan pa dagdagan ng "wh".
langya. paarte effect. pero sa gaya kong medyo conscious sa grammar at proper text decorum,
it's a BIG no-no for me. Sa akin lang naman yun.

pero aminin mo, nakyukyutan ka ba sa ganun?
sasakit lang ulo mo.

bagong blog.bagong kalat.

2009-05-21T02:03:00.000-07:00

May bago na namang kalat sa internet. tsk tsk tsk.

Napagisip-isip ko lang kasi gumawa ng blog na pwede kong ilagay ang mga randomness na lumalabas minu-minuto sa utak ko. Hindi naman pwede sa multiply site ko sa kadahilanang may pagkapormal eto. at medyo pagirl. hehe. kaya pinanganak ang "mga whatevers ni lynet".. Walang pormal sa site na eto. Walang kaartehan or something. Purong Random lang. at may humor na rin.

basta.ayun na yun. whatever.